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Open Question: Do i need to see a therapist?

30 July 2010, 6:50 am

k...my friends says that i need to get a therapist but do i? i dont like being in the crowds or a big group or goin shopping with my family cuz it just pisses me off. Im very hyper n sometimes im little cocky n bein funny to my bffs nut not when im with just friends or people that i just call friends (n meetin new people like new classmates) My moods change easily like for 5 min im pissed then an hr later im happy then in 3-5 hrs im sad and feel like doin nothin then at night im very energizic n active. I like to be alone like everywhere especially home but i dont like being alone outside like school n places where not much people r cuz they hav intrestin conversation n i like 2 eardrop on it (i know its a bad habbit) Im aften called "the invisible girl" or "the queit girl"...im nice 2 people even thou some just pisses me off. but when some people bully me i dont know wat 2 do but 2 be silent n look innocent n scared n tried 2 find an escape without makin conflict...i like 2 keep thing 2 myself n open my heart 2 any1 even familys Im very addicted in watchin animations n dramas n readin manga(comic books)...i watch it everyday cant stop it! Whenever im home my sis insults n complain bout me everyday! She even meddle my privicy when im talkin to my bffs n txtin Whenever im pissed i always daydream me killin my sis (n people that i hate),even cute dogs n cats,chokin it til death, stabin them rippin there hearts out n...u get the point...i dont want to go more details cuz it might gross u out...just think of it as Saw movies its like that... Sometimes i wished that i was dead...like one time i stared at the lake n wanted 2 drown myself...also 3 days ago i imagin myself stabbin my heart with the kichen knife but the weired thing is i was actually touchin it... i cant control my emotions n i found that i not good at it...i hate it whenever someone that i dont know talkin 2 me i keep on smillin even i dont want 2.... i get little dessperate when people talk shit bout me behind my back...i dont really care wat they say but somehow its just makes me less active there r lots of things that i hate especially familys ,people that pisses me off some celebrity like hannah montana, justin biever-bievter? , jonas brothers n many more...n i mostly hate my sister Jenna! i always regret sayin 2 my friends "i understand how u feel but i just dont care" when they wanted confort from family problems....man i am mean.... so people i know that i hav a problem but do i need a therapist like my friends says? i think i dont cuz i can handle myself as long as i keep control my anger n keep it low but i need other opinions rather than mine... so plx answer... Read More »

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